urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dear_autumnsky dear_autumnsky dear_autumnsky 2005-09-04T04:51:09Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dear_autumnsky:2151 2005-09-01T17:47:46Z 2005-09-04T04:51:09Z This is a private journal.<br /><br />I'll open up my wrists to let you in and keep you where you belong. Nail my <br />hands into the oak if I can never touch your face again. Cardiac paralysis. <br />I cannot breathe. Swallow my tounge if I can't say the words that will save <br />your life. No matter what <br />always remember you did this to me. <br />I'm left with when you turned and walked away. <br />No matter what always remember you did this to me. <br />You've driven me to this. You've turned my heart jet black. Reopen <br />the wounds and let them drain. Swing the sledge to the mainframe. And to the <br />one that stopped my heart. I must return the crush. Pull up the floorboards <br />and expose the ghost of my first love.